Finally we are whole

Ever since I know abg polis we always been separated. Since dating till married, then go through pregnancy and having a baby, now we are whole finally. I can't really express how grateful I am after knowing about his transfer. He was given a choice whether to report duty either on 1st Dec or 16th Dec. Of course, I told him to come as soon as possible. I can't really imagine how our life would be after this. As far as I can remember, the longest we stay just together probably just one week. Now Mia can always play with her papa. I'm so happy....

Low EBM Supply

This is one of my worry nowadays, low supply of EBM. During confinement, the suplly was more than adequate. But, at that time, I can't really made a stock since my mom fridge was small. Now, after started  working, due to little stimulation from Mia, couple with her stopping waking at night for feeding, the supply reduced tremendously. To make it worse, last week i got fever, with nipple cut, the BM really inadequate. I can't even satisfy Mia's craving. She can get full just drinking from me. <sigh..sigh>

I ordered 2 boxes of kurma online, Meera's kurma. Tried to find Yusof Taiyob, but can't find it. Hopefully my suplly would increase or else i really have to top up with FM. Mia drink a lot per day, 16oz per day, and that just till 5.30pm. I really want to exclusive bf at least until Mia reach 6mths, but if that did'nt happen, not much I can do. Even now I pity Mia, she's a bit cranky coz she's not really full in one feeding, and she refuse to take bottle when I'm around. My mom would try to feed her while I'm hiding in my room, but she's very sly. She knows that I'm somewhere and really refuse the bottle even though she's hungry. I can't stand her crying and always come to the rescue. <How to be cruel to your own daughter???>

hello....embarking on the blogger world

i'm new to this whole blogging thing. one coz i'm not into telling the whole world about my story. then i guess it's nothing wrong to share with just a few people. have been under a lot of stress lately, so hopefully this blog can relieve some stress. mia is sleeping, while i can't sleep a wink, hence the blog. a friend suggest that blog help her, so i'm giving it a try.